I have been so stressed lately with the K's and Asshole. Ive tried taking bubble baths, getting out of the house, even trying to take naps when the K's do.. But nothing is working. I am going to see my Dr next week about my depression and see what she can do for me. I'm also looking into some counseling for me and Asshole. I have some things that I really need to work on for my own health and well being and so does Asshole. I think this might make our family stronger. I feel so ashamed that I am taking Asshole back, but I truly feel that this will help our marriage if we do the necessary steps to make ourselves better.
Also the K's have been off the hook fighting for the past week and I can not stand it. I have tried Time Outs, Taking Toys Away and even Spankings.... And they are still little shits to each other. They are constantly taking toys from each other just to get a rise out of the other one. Don't get me wrong, I love my babies with all my heart, but the terrible 2's & 3's are really kicking my ass.
Our money situation is stressing me out too. Asshole brings home okay money, but we have had to get on Food Stamps and Wic to help with groceries. Our bills are starting to pile up and that just adds to the stress level. It also doesn't help when we have another little K on the way and need to start over on buying everything. I am just so very thankful for my friends and family who have really stepped up to help when they know that they don't have to. So thank you!
I know this is a short jumbled post but I have been so sick to my stomach today and have already *puked* 2x just from the stress today. I think the toilet is haunting me too... ugh
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